First Day of High School

First day of school sucked. I had to ride the bus in the morning because my mom couldn’t get off from work since she has night shifts and it was too early for her to go. I mean, it pissed me off that she broke her promise to drop me and my brother off to school because it’s the first day, you know? I didn’t want to ride the bus yet. I was not ready. Considering the fact that it was also my first day of high school. Yes, I’m a freshman. My classes were okay, surprisingly. But when school finally ended for the day, I started walking to the bus stop, which is like four blocks away. And turns out, my mom was picking us up. Obviously, my brother knew that, but he did not tell me. I saw him see me walking though. I was so irritated with everyone and everything that I didn’t want to talk to anyone. I even gave everyone that talked to me an attitude, especially my mom. I don’t know why, but I wanted her to feel the way I feel whenever she breaks her promises. (I get hurt a lot. Especially when she doesn’t have that much time for us anymore) Then she took us school shopping, and I felt kind of better. Just a little. When we got home, I wanted to paint my nails. But I kept messing up so I started getting irritated again and poured out my anger/irritation to my mom. I asked her for the money she owed me and she gave it without hesitation. She didn’t even get mad. She just told me to sleep early because I have school the next day. I felt so bad and so I started to overthink everything I’ve done bad to her. I went to bed and started sobbing until I fell asleep. So basically, my first ever day of high school started horrible.